Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Life.

Life seems kind of...up right now. Situations haven't really changed, but mindset has, and maybe that's more important. I'm up late. John's at work early. It's after midnight - Johnna just cried out. It is SO startling when she does that! The house is SO quiet, and then Wham Bam, my heart just jumps into a bed of needles when that happens...I wonder if she is dreaming...

We had a good day. Went for a walk, played at the park, visited the fountain...then came in from the pre-heating day, and watched a video about cats, Cat Capers, it is called. A film about cats just "being cats!" Johnna loved it. She would go up to the screen and give the kittens kisses. Then she'd come back and sit on my lap and say: "Yeee--ahhh!" Which is how she says, "Meow."

I should get to bed, but for some reason I am feeling happy about how we are living and positive that some day we will completely get to where we want to go. Be it woods, farm, cabin, farmhouse - I just want to find the simplicity and stability and know we are doing the best for ourselves, and, more importantly, our little girl.



*g'night*

Melissa at 12:07 AM

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